EmilyJordan|14|NewYork.
i have problems with everything about myself. everyone labels me and judges me. most people i meet talk about me. , i have a few true friends - just not many. i'm beyond insecure, i hate myself. i fake a smile and pretend to be okay everyday.each day is a struggle, and i try my hardest not to break. i still likemy ex-boyfriend from february-march 2011. he doesn't want me in his life. i also like this other kid, i've dated him many times and dumped him many times because my friend, since kindergarten, likes him and i didn't want to loose her. recently i figured out he means more than she does. i've liked him since i was in first grade. if there was one thing i could change about my life, i would change the fact that he doesn't want me back. he might not know it, but he'll always have my heart<3